April 2013
2 posts
Apr 5th
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4 tags
Apr 5th
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January 2013
1 post
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Starting lineup!!!
If it don’t make dollars, then it don’t make sense. So if you not up, out and making money you definitely aren’t in my starting lineup or on my team.
Jan 4th
December 2012
2 posts
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Influential water
Let your past not define your life. It is only a hurdle, speed bump or delay to your future. Water does not let mountains, rocks, or anything deter it from forging the path it wants. Forge ahead as waters strength. Not letting anything or anyone stop you, deter you or cause you to be unsure of your goals.
Dec 25th
BLACK TUMBLR UNITE!
blackbarbidoll: blackisbeautiful25: I had a friend who said there were no black people on tumblr. Reblog this post so we can find each other, follow each other and create a network of black tumblrians! lmfao ! 
Dec 15th
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November 2012
1 post
Nov 4th
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October 2012
2 posts
5 tags
Not an Option!
To stand in the face of advisory. To move against the grains of life. Falling is not an option. To open the gates of my heart. To hope to be appreciated at all. Love is never an option. Failing once is a lesson learned. Closed is the door to my heart. Access is not an option. The past will not surface. The present is only for a short while. The future is inevitable. But we are not an...
Oct 25th
7 tags
Now Leasing!!! One Life
People that talk behind your back are scared to say it directly too your face. Scared that insecurities that they feel about themselves will ring true within the eyes of the person they have spoken of. Instead of “If you can’t say nothing nice, don’t say nothing at all.” The phrase should go “If you can’t say it to my face then don’t let it come out of...
Oct 16th
September 2012
1 post
Sep 3rd
August 2012
1 post
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Aug 16th
July 2012
1 post
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Jul 10th
June 2012
3 posts
Jun 23rd
6 tags
Touch
We take for granted what it can do.  A savage beast can be soothed by a simple gentle touch.  A thousand words and be said with the slightest touch. Each emotion can be conveyed with just a touch. Anger or rage through a slap of the hand. Happiness or sincere appreciation through a hand shake. Love and affection when brushing against someone or tenderly touching them. Consolations for the...
Jun 16th
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Hiding the TRUTH!!!!!!!!!!!
So I was doing some research for a book that I’m writing and I decided to look up some pictures to work alongside my story line.  Give some real faces or merged faces to the characters. I first searched for Puerto Rican women then Asian women. Success so far. Then I searched for Voluptuous Caribbean women and what I got was a skinny woman who wanted extra padding.  When I searched for...
Jun 16th
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May 2012
4 posts
7 tags
May 30th
7 tags
May 29th
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May 26th
1 note
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Thinking like a man- Ha!!!
 Soooo. Thinking about my friend today. I reached out to try and chat with him. Problem with this was you actually need a response and he didn’t. My stress levels dealing with him is rising and my patience’s is waining.  There are other gentlemen available to chat with and they give me some attention. However I don’t know if its the fact that him ignoring me makes me want him...
May 1st
April 2012
5 posts
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Apr 29th
Apr 12th
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Good Bye
A last I must bid you a do. Say farewell to you my love.  For I know that to love you is to let you go.  All I ask is to free me from the pain of lost as I have freed you to learn to trust and love again.  This one tear will glide down my cheek and fall to the ground only to vanish with out a single trace.  I have shed this single tear of pain, lost, desire, loneliness. A last my love...
Apr 9th
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Chocolate Monday
 For all those who had the worst weekend ever, or those that just want a fresh start. This beauty is for you. I’ll lift both my slices in the air as a salute to a better day. Lets start Monday fresh, sweet and cavity filled. Washing all our troubles away. 
Apr 9th
6 tags
Missed Call
         I don’t mind that we’re just friends.  I don’t even mind that we’re three thousand miles away.  I appreciate the distance sometimes.  It allows our relationship to grow mentally.  However what does get under my skin is the fact that your words come out of your mouth saying one thing, but your body language and actions say something completely opposite of your...
Apr 2nd
10 notes
March 2012
8 posts
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Mar 28th
1 note
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Mar 26th
Mar 26th
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Mar 20th
5 tags
Mar 20th
5 notes
6 tags
Mar 12th
5 tags
Retail therapy
To the mall to make me feel better. My therapist is in. The a solid pastrami sandwich for comfort after a rigorous session.
Mar 10th
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Mar 5th
3 notes
February 2012
4 posts
5 tags
Feb 28th
5 tags
Feb 27th
4 tags
Feb 13th
28 notes
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Destined for singleness.
It seems to me that even when a beautiful moment between you and I take place its just that a moment. It is not the start of something, nor the ending. So what am I to do when I want that precious moment to continuously happen throughout an actual relationship? Or want a actual relationship and not a fwb kind of relationship. I’m tired of the encumbered man chasing after me as if they have...
Feb 9th
January 2012
2 posts
5 tags
Jan 29th
5 tags
Leading role
The more I build the role around you. Describing you as the character. Assigning your personality to the leading role. The more I find I’m falling head over heels in love with you. I love all the good and all the bad, all the exquisite and all the simple, all the big things that make you ordinary and the little things that make you extraordinary. I wish you could see just how much.
Jan 15th
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December 2011
3 posts
5 tags
Dec 13th
6 notes
One moment in time!!!
Just maybe we will be together. I want to get lost in your charm to be wrapped in your arms so that you encompass and envelope me. Consuming till I shine as bright as the sun you are the one I want. From the top of your head to the soles of your feet and everything in between. I want us to be intertwined and entangle within each other mentally and physically.
Dec 12th
Dec 1st
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October 2011
5 posts
4 tags
WHAT TO DO?
What to do? What to do? I need desperately to move forward but I’m scared of the uncharted territory. I want to move forward because staying were i am is causing more harm than good. I have the faintest amount of desire but have lost my motivation. I don’t know in which way to direct my emotions. Who do direct these feelings to?  Shall I give my passion and desire to you- mute, lover...
Oct 26th
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Oct 22nd
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Oct 16th
24 notes
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If I had a sister
siegejoi: I’d tell her that when she’s tired of the horrible relationship, she’ll get out of it. But if she wants to be miserable for the rest of her life, I’ll wish her well. Just do me a favor and don’t tell me about it.
Oct 11th
10 notes
6 tags
Oct 3rd
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September 2011
5 posts
3 tags
Sep 28th
33 notes
4 tags
Sep 28th
7 notes
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Sep 24th
6 notes
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Long Journey Home
Its been a minute since I’ve had time to write.  But I can’t forsake the page that lets me say what I want to say, how I want to say it. I’ve been stuck in  rut for quite some time now and I think I’m starting to finally see the clearing of the clouds and the horizon in the distance.   I found someone that’s makes me feel secure (that’s rare) at peace and...
Sep 24th
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JOB or CAREER
Ok I’m heading to NY this week and will be pounding the pavement literally rain or shine to find a New place to work. Its high time I find something substantial and sustainable. This part time work every three days is not paying my bills. So I’d appreciate any help or suggestions.
Sep 8th